A couple things have led me to ask this question today. The first was that I did a tarot reading for myself the other day when things were particularly tedious, and it was really positive. My environment card was The Universe, which is, of course, everything. It made me cry, because I love that my environment is everything imaginable, but then I had trouble with why this part of The entire Universe, why this hospital, why these weaknesses, why why why???
The second reason was that Debra Jarvis, the chaplain, came to see me, and she asks good questions, which led me directly to How Am I Free?
So that is my question. How am I free here in this locked-down state? How do I find the Universe in the commode, in the popsickles, in the taking of vitals? What is my freedom here? And you all, reading from outside the hospital, what is your impression of my freedom here?
I'll be mulling this question today . . .